anger
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one of the seven deadly sins and i truly experienced it for the first time today. i mean, i've been upset before, i've had words with people, been pretty downright frustrated over a situation, but i was over the moon, out of orbit, filled with complete rage.
i am so not kidding.
not to minimize anything by my gummy picture, but how do i get over being so angry? i realized i could have let loose on the object of my anger but chose not to, but had hapless victims along the way.
i mean erupting, totally and unconditionally pissed off beyond comprehension. words flew from my mouth like water gushing from a geiser and if i could have physically hurt this person who was inflicting more salt into my woundedness, i would have.
i chose, when i returned, to ask for the name of the manager of the office and will completely level said receptionist with my rhetoric.
or not.
how do you deal with anger?
i have never been so angry that i had an out of body experience. please pray that i am "one and done."
thanks.
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