through the ringer

i have been taking a personal journey through the ringer. unsettled. overcompensating for a lack in certain areas of my life. i felt the need to pull back on my commitments to service and am feeling like i need a change in my spiritual life.

i visited my friend's church yesterday -- oh Lord, if i could have Pastor's preaching at a Mass i would feel as though i am getting a "two-fer." i am ready to sign up but there are still things about the Catholic church i am inexorably drawn to (like the Eucharist. tough to give up The Presence).

maybe i need to simply be still.



(i am not used to being still.)

[i think God is calling me to be still.]

{still and wrung out. what a combination.}