with my new job beginning on wednesday of next week and working m/t at the cafe, i told my fellow lector at morning Mass i would be unable to lector past today because i didn't want to subject her to my sporadic schedule.
i have been blue, all day, believe it or not. reading the Word was the first job i had as a new Catholic 10 years ago and, in fact, got me interested in reading the Bible. though i will still serve as such at Sunday Mass, the daily Masses were wonderful and now, i've had to let them go. back to the back pew, left-hand side with me, eh?
i am uncertain of how often i'll even be able to attend daily Mass and that has me practically panic-stricken and i feel hyperventilation coming on.
somebody, get me away from the edge.
thanks.
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