i felt it okay to change this blog's name, how i wish for it to identify me. i may be anxious about many things, but my m2 moniker is for my other space. i changed the name of this blog to reflect where i feel i am today: in repair.
(in actuality, the concept is from a John Mayer song, whose lyrics i won't lay out in full, but in the chorus, he states: I'm in repair --- I'm not together, but I'm getting there.)
blogs can take on so many different avenues of thought. i realize i am new to recovery and going to meetings, but if i have learned anything in my last 10 days of sobriety, it is that i am tired of being so sick in my mind, body, and spirit and i have finally decided (with God's insistence) to be in repair. not to stay where i am, not to be stuck in the mire and remain steadfast in the muck.
time to get out the tools and start using them. fix the brokenness, get honest with myself and with others and simply stop the behavior.
(at least for today)