Oldest Son just called me, beside himself. seems he just found out that Former Girlfriend has locked lips, yes folks - "hooked up," as it were - with another dude. it is so heart-wrenching to see Oldest Son wade through all of this heartache. it causes this mom great pain to hear his strong voice crack on the other end of the phone...question if it was his fault, his wanting to be pure for God...is this what pushed her away? i said i believed that her true colors have now come out and instead of lying to him and to me the other night at the restaurant, "oh, i just don't want a boyfriend," which perhaps she wasn't lying, perhaps she what it was she meant to say was "i just don't want a boyfriend who desires to save himself for marriage." oohhhh,okay. i understand (not). she simply forgot to add the last part, i suppose.
the other night, i hugged.
tonight, i fear i would have slugged.
enough already. now she's gone and pissed off the churchlady. instead of taking it first to my Lord and my God, i thought i'd blog for a minute to catch my breath, and will now go out onto the couch and pray prior to his arrival home from work in approximately one hour.
*sigh* and you think it gets easier when they get older.